actually as u know im a speechless person but i try my best by not end up talking crap of it..
the truth is by word im not too speechless just when im around you my mouth just shut.. not only you in fact
seriusly im speechless around people eventhough we know each other long enough, maybe..
firstly, thanz for being my sister :) even akaq terpaksa bersabar or banyak cakap.. the moment we declaire do u still remember it? once upon a time (chewah) kan adeq yang kacau akaq, amek biodata semua then adeq meseg akaq.. ingat tak ayat ni "yela akak kan kene mengalah dengan adeq, dengan yang lebih muda" tibe-tibe akaq cakap pasal nak jadi adeq n akak angkat.. hohoh memang time tu agak excited lo kan sebab akak da masuk jerat.. hahahha jangan marah tapi serius tak sangka akak cakap camtu start dari hari tu la kite panggil adeq n akaq kan..
nak tau tak sebab adik amek akak? obviously sebab adik memang suke amek akak angkat, then sebab akak comey + lawa (ha jangan nak cakap mengarut la apala eh) and sebab time tu akak
want to know a little secret?? but please dont get angry.. setiap kali akak contact mesti ada reason, need some help.. not like i dont want to help you just i thought u need me because you kind like want to use me.. SORRY but its just only a thought.. but i think its not!! because i want to trust you.. i really want you to need me because who im really are, not just use me.. and sorry about not helping you about money, actually adik tak rety transfer transfer ni mase dulu.. noob sikit -.-" tapi adik tau akak tak akan susah kan member member or adik melainkan akak terdesak.. adik tak tau nak describe tapi adik memang nak tolong akak n happy sebab akak carik adik n perlukan adik just adik rase bersalah n menyesal sebab tak tolong akak or protect akak :'(
secondly, we might slidely more closer than before dont you think so?? start akak pindah bangi kan.. bukan bermaksud tak suke or tak nak dekat gan akak.. happy kot gile tak.. just akak lo okea ke tak? Eemmm thanz for the offer!! really appreciate it and really happy sangat sangat!! tapi, sory still segan takan nak serbu jer kan.. kena tanya dulu nak datang boley ke tak nanti tak pasai pasai kena kick out ..hopefully sangat sangat kite akan makin rapat lagi..n time sleep haritu ingat nak hug (blushing) tp tapela
third, bukan tak nak banyak bercakap dengan akak just i prefer shut my mouth and just listen to your voice, bukan selalu dapat hangout dengan akak so i want to tressure it while i can, lagi pon my story if so bored macam la akak nak dengar cause i have no life.. adik bukan banyak story nak cerita pon duduk rumah online, tengok tv n tidur, makan pon kadang kadang boley termiss sebab leka.. Eemmm it because i not really close with my family so im hoping that i can spend with my "akak angkat" n friends a lot actually.. i can only know how to speak just one word "love" when im around akak angkat so thats why i just silent because adik tau orang akan rimas kalau sentiasa cakap. nak nak, akak sama baya gan adik n thats what i love about you.. adik tak sangka akak akan accept adik even kite sebaya maybe orang akan cakap tak ada kerje ke dahla sebaya.
adeq suke akak panggil "adeq" n kesian akak kena jawab, kalau orang tanya umo adik.. akak perasan tak adeq tak pernah panggil nama akak kan? heheeh kalau akak hangout dengan kawan kawan adeq pon dowang takan tanya "bukan korang sebaya ke" sebab dorang taw adik suke amek akak angkat.. adik suke bile jalan kadang kadang akak suruh pegang tangan..
fourth, adik bukan tak nak rapat dengan kawan kawan akak just dorang bukan kawan adik, dorang mesti tak suke adik sangat kan.. dahla dorang hot stuff la gak :P n obviously when akak dengan S adik tak nak rapat sangat dengan akak sebab adik tau n nampak dia jeles dari pandangan mata dia so thats why adik back off lagi pon dia kawan akak.. adik dapat hangout n tengok akak happy sudah cukup untuk adik :) sebab adik tau n faham gak perasaan dia bile akak cerita pasal dia kat adik cause adik pon ada kawan macam dye or adik sama macam dye bile dengan kawan adik either way la.. but the choice is our, ikut akak nak end dia macam mane.. something kawan macam tula wat memories kite full dengan happiness n sad n salt, hahah yeke? tapi apa apa dont lost contact jela.
five, boys... Eemmm firstly hope you will find someone who really care about you and appreciate you.. pimpin akak kearah kebaikan.. adik sebenarnya tak suke tengok akak kecewa or anything so please la take care of yourself n i know many of you friend is taking care of you too.. adik tak suke tengok laki touch touch, hold your hand semua sebab akak sendiri tau kan tak elok.. adik nak cakap pon bukan hak adik..
six, sorry!! adik tak suke karok la sebab suara adik tak sedap n xpandai nyanyi lo pinching lari! hahahah gan family maybe okea la itu pon rendah diri gak dengan dorang sebab dowang pandai nyanyi :( see i have no advantage.. pelajaran pon tak pandai.. kalau tengok movie adik ON je :) hihihh tapi nak karok tak kisah orang teman je sebab suke tengok akak happy n dengar suara akak kan :p
seven, thanz for care about me pasai moto .. hehehe yea memang adik nak ride dengan akak gak but adik takdela jeles time tu tibe tibe akak tanya adik touching ke tak? so sweet of you kelakar je akak ni.. nest time boleh kan? adik tak kisah.. really appreciate it!!
eight, really happy we spent time together! nak tulis sampai 10 pon tak tau tah apa yang adik merepek ni, hehheh.. bile nak tulis blog pasai i ni? penat tunggu. wakkaka
adik appy n glad maybe cause akak anggap adik macam adik akak, yeke? ke adik perasan sendiri? thanz offer balik kampung akak gak.. next time insyaAllah kea..
n one more thing, jangan cakap kat blog tulis panjang panjang kat luar speechless.. SORRY!! because that is who im really are..
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